Well, I’m back from the staycation, and sitting here very unhappy with my body and the way it looks. It doesn’t help matters at all that I ate with abandon over the weekend, or that I’m on these meds that cause significant weight gain. I know how to take off weight relatively quickly—drastically cut calories and carbs, measure everything, weigh once a day, I did that last summer and took off 25 lbs. in three months. But I would go on to get terribly sick and ultimately be hospitalized (triggering photo from Facebook expediting matters). Dr. Levy is telling me to exercise but I’m just not motivated to do that right now. I try to get daily walks in, but it’s cold outside right now, I hate gyms, it’s Monday, it’s February, you get what I’m saying.
Being sober now, I definitely enjoy food more, I like preparing it and yes, I like eating it. Maybe I’m addicted to food, heck I’m apparently addicted to everything and that makes me a bad person (cue up the woe-is-me music). Oh, it’s just a Monday after a “vacation” and I’m kinda depressed and hating myself. What’s new?
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