This is most likely my last post before they hit me with the Zyprexa (or whatever else is up their sleeve). I want to state for the record that I hate this drug; it causes morbid obesity; and the long-term effects on the brain are not known. I would prefer another medication be utilized.
I do not know how I will be affected. The rapid cycling will inevitably tamper down and I will move at a much slower pace, which is good because the sleepless nights are coming. But the question I have is what will happen when I emerge on the other side and stabilize? Will all be forgotten?
I am very suspicious right now of people around me and their motives and (possible) manipulations. I know they love me, but this is quite a complicated game we are playing...
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