Some Words Of Thanks

I'd like to thank everyone who is following my blog and sending words of support and love. It means so very much to me as I trudge through this latest manic episode. I report that it feels like the episode may be fizzling out, but it's very much a day to day thing. Yesterday I was very depressed, even though the sun was shining and the temperature was very pleasant.

I'm a fighter and I'll get through this. Heck, I've had, let's see, roughly 4 (?) manias I've survived since I was diagnosed in 2002. I got through it. At this juncture, I'm towards the end of the suffering, and I'm looking forward to my return to work and a routine that will give me structure to my day. It's fairly important that I have this in place. Keeps me grounded and steady.

I do still have this belief that people are watching me, but  I'm fairly confident it will either a.) go away or b.) I'll be able to just accept it and continue on with my daily tasks. I'm not scared or upset this time around, and don't feel traumatized like I did in 2011. Sounds really corny but I believe "the force is with me."

Again, thanks for your support. It means more than you will ever know.